is when you finally accept help when you can’t do it alone.

A combination of events that I’m not gonna go into made last Friday/Saturday one of the most emotionally intense days I’ve ever had to go through and I’m still processing it. A mix of great moments and nervous spikes, stuff that I knew had to happen at some point, a prospect that was filling me with anxiety, and going through it really feels like I made a giant step forward in many, many ways.

And I’m blown away by the love, the presence and the support that accompanied me as it happened. It’s not over for some of it, we’ll see what the future holds, but mostly this took a huge weight (several even) off my chest. Among other things, hopefully this becomes my first step at finally overcoming my godamn executive dysfunction.

It was a difficult weekend, but a good one, and good things do not come easy.

I’m so tired, but so grateful. 2026 is teaching me lessons.