it’s been a good run

2025.11.10

42 performances, 40 in the past 11 months alone, seven of them internationally in Lisbon and Edinburgh. And appearances at not one, but two Fringes, Edinburgh’s and Barcelona’s. What a ride.

It’s nice to leave on a high.

I’ll keep going to stand up shows of course, and I might (might) accept the occasional invite, but from now on, my next stage appearances will be more scarce and for other things. I love my Choir group, and my Musical Theater experience has been incredibly precious, and I will continue both going into 2026.

I’m so immensely grateful. I’m not ending up 2025 on as high a note as I might have hoped, but there has been undeniable progress, and it’s priceless.

I sang

2025.10.21

Yesterday I sang on stage to an audience for the first time since probably what, 1993…? It was nerve-racking, and exhilarating, and joyful and euphoric. Here I am, reclaiming my voice, rewriting my own internal narrative around it, and telling dysphoria to fuck off while I’m having fun.

If you had told me a year ago that I would do this, I would have laughed in your face. The journey truly takes us to parts unknown, and enriches us at every step, and I am carried through it by the love of my friends.

Introducing…

2025.10.07

This absolute sweetheart here is Mulan.

She stole my heart 🥰 She arrived with us on Saturday (though Mochi doesn’t know yet), and now the adaptation period is in progress. If all goes well, this will be her forever home. So exciting!!

YTD

2025.09.26

Year To Date… As we near the start of the fourth quarter of 2025 and the anniversaries that go with it (transition, bday…), I’m looking back at 2025, and while it wasn’t great, it was definitely on the good side of things.

Q1 started with a bang that set expectations a teensy bit too high, but that bang also was a major catalyst in kickstarting a real journey towards the light. It was something so unexpected and out of left field, and the timing was bonkers… And while it was an isolated event, the sheer randomness of it helped me tremendously to start putting some of my pain behind.

Q2 was absolutely amazing. From the cruise in April, to theater classes, to a brief fling in June, I met a number of amazing new people and I am forever so grateful for choosing to step out of my comfort zone and be bolder and opening myself to new things. Several of these folk have become very, very dear friends, and I am immensely happy to have them in my life.

And even if it lasted only a month, it was a magical June. ♥️

Q3 went slightly downhill after that emotionally, I have to admit, but on the other hand, I went to Edinburgh to perform at Fringe, which again is bonkers for someone who started comedy barely over a year ago, and I traveled back to Asturias for a week mostly off the grid, and there were beautiful moments and opportunities to grow. And there’s something else going on since September that lightens my heart, but I can’t really talk about it just yet. Well, two things. Well, a few things. But it’s too early.

A hint: Q4 will be quite musically oriented. I plan to finish this year with a bang, remains to be seen if I will, but I can already tell, fingers crossed, that I will finish it in much better shape than last.

And really, that’s all I set out to do when I was sick like a dog on January 1st, thinking this year literally would have nowhere to go but up.

Stay shiny, loves.

xo
Chel

it is time

2025.09.18

I haven’t told anyone this yet, but I think the time has come for me to say good bye to comedy, the doing part. It has been such an enriching experience, and I accomplished what I set out to do, and I am satisfied now. I want to leave on this high.

This means I have two shows left, one in English on the 30th, and my last one, which will be my second show in Spanish, on October 10th. This brings my total to 40 performances, a nice, round number, which is also satisfying.

It’s been such a ride. I’m so very happy I did it. Time to do other things now (Though as a dutiful, award-winning audience member, I will of course continue to attend shows to support my fellow comics).

this was edinburgh fringe

2025.08.16

Five days, six gigs, five new shows discovered, new connections, my first foray into Edinburgh Fringe has been an absolute whirlwind of a week. What a privilege to be there performing in the company of such incredible talent, what a pleasure to be a part of this wonderful community of artists, poets, and entertainers.

I must say, walking out and proud in the streets on JKR’s turf and doing my JKR joke on stage will definitely go down as one of my proudest little queer victory of the past three and a half years.

Last year, I was still nervous about leaving the house in a skirt. Today, I walk the streets with my head held high. My comedy journey has been overwhelmingly empowering.

Be your glorious self. Make people laugh. And fuck the bigots (Not literally).

Stay shiny ☀️
Chel.

this is edinburgh fringe

2025.08.12

Just over a year since I started doing comedy, and I had the pleasure to travel to the legendary Edinburgh Fringe Festival! What a treat!

And so it was that my Ed Fringe debut yesterday went with an auspicious sold-out show! Very encouraging!

Let’s see what the rest of the week has in store for us!

unexpectedness

2025.07.24

This year is so weird. The good weird. It’s really disarming.

I follow the light, but on the way, the tunnel itself is full of lights.

And I will drown in them like a moth hungry for the sun.

pride

2025.07.19

Today’s pride was singularly joyful,
In fleeting moments,
In conversations,
In the glint of recognition
Upon seeing one’s flag waved high…
A joy, proud and strong,
In community.
Today we marched to honour our elders.
Those who came before us,
Trailblazers and unknowns…
We marched for our siblings who can’t.
In a world that wants to erase us.
We marched for the children of tomorrow.
So they live their life in dignity and respect. 
We are proud, not to taunt the bigots
But to stand for ourselves
To tell each other
“You are safe here”
I am a We
And we are family,
Not through blood,
But through shared experience,
And we stand together
Because our joy, our hope, 
Our love, our pride
Will always prevail
Against their darkness
Happy Pride ❤️

summer break

2025.07.16

Closing the season with a wonderful evening on the stage of Big Mic Energy, at the Comedy Clubhouse, surrounded by friendship and a blast of a crowd.

In a way, symbolically, this is also closing the door on the past year and moving on. Not that I’m quitting comedy, although I will be winding down my involvement to focus on other projects (*cough* The Commodore’s Gold *cough*), no I mean, the emotional roller-coaster from which it’s taken me so much to recover, the last five months of 2024 that almost got me to my breaking point, and the difficult journey upwards to recover my light, and nurture it, and rebuild my sense of self.

I’m closing the door on the hurt. I’m gently letting all of it go, trying to focus on being grateful for the lessons learned, and turning towards the future, with the hope that it holds better things. I have grown so much in the past 12 months. It was harrowing at times, and there were moments I didn’t know if I would make it. But I’m still here.

I’m still fucking here.

Like Taylor says, “And if you never bleed, you’re never gonna grow. And it’s alright now.”

See you in September, peeps. Peace out.